wow

I am the MOST creative title giver EVER!! lol 
No really look back at the rest of my posts and laugh!! 
Trust me it'll make you day sooo much better lol :D

uhhgg....

Tired
Alone with dried tears
Staining rivers down my face


Worn out
Sick of all the bull shit 
That colors my every action


You cannot make this all 
ME
I am not why you anger
easily


I am not a 
Sponge 
To absorb all your 
Anger 


Nothing is right
Nothing makes you happy
Satisfied


Everything I try 
Shot Down 
Without a second glance


Strangely calm
Mellow without care
Nothing can destroy this 
Peace


Peace yet unrest 
How can that be 
I'm so calm yet completely 
Stressed


The more you pile on 
The more it falls to ruin 
The deeper my calm 


Do I not care?
Is that what this is
Complete and utter disregard? 


Sleep 
Maybe that will ease my thoughts 
Clear my mind  
And take away all the 
Tired 






Probably won't get a title for a while... that tends to be the way this normally works.
Did help me vent though...about many things. Now I think sleep is the way to go.

Poetry...

So I love to write and thought I would go ahead and share one of my favorite poems with you guys! Its called Tiger Stripes.

Misty eyes stare into dark velvet skies
Counting the stars
Of all the days gone by
Connecting the dots
Of happier times
And letting out tears
That reveal the truth in the rhymes

A tiger striped face
Looking out the window
Watches the misty eyed me
Through the Venetian blinds
Poised to attack my vulnerable toes
With love and devotion

Misty eyes clear and give way to laughter
Brought on by a tiger striped face
Ready to love me with claws outstretched
The laughter ensues making a new shining memory
For bright eyes to count on in a new hopeful day

Well Let me know what you think!! 

sleep.....

picture from http://cdcart.blogspot.com/

So sleep, I have decided, is very NEEDED and people need to STOP fucking it up for me! Just saying! If I ahve to be up early like 4 days in a fucking row with a close shift or some shit before each day then people need to be FUCKING EFFICIENT so I can go  home and SLEEP! Yeah I know its all Bailey Bailey Bailey but ya know what I don't give a damn! Now I think I can sleep! I feel much better!