uhhgg....

Tired
Alone with dried tears
Staining rivers down my face


Worn out
Sick of all the bull shit 
That colors my every action


You cannot make this all 
ME
I am not why you anger
easily


I am not a 
Sponge 
To absorb all your 
Anger 


Nothing is right
Nothing makes you happy
Satisfied


Everything I try 
Shot Down 
Without a second glance


Strangely calm
Mellow without care
Nothing can destroy this 
Peace


Peace yet unrest 
How can that be 
I'm so calm yet completely 
Stressed


The more you pile on 
The more it falls to ruin 
The deeper my calm 


Do I not care?
Is that what this is
Complete and utter disregard? 


Sleep 
Maybe that will ease my thoughts 
Clear my mind  
And take away all the 
Tired 






Probably won't get a title for a while... that tends to be the way this normally works.
Did help me vent though...about many things. Now I think sleep is the way to go.